Feelings of guilt
The first years in the countryside were amazing and Daniël finally felt like he could breathe again. After a while, his guilt started to get the better of him and he knew that if he didn’t do anything, he would drive himself crazy.
That’s why he wanted to start with a clean slate in the New Year and he had written the New Year’s resolution on his list. Looking back at it, he should have told her much earlier and he shouldn’t have waited until the New Year. “I was so scared that you would leave me and I’m so sorry about lying to you Emma, I hope you can ever forgive me.”, Daniël whined.