There were moments when it became incredibly difficult for Natasha to keep her secret. She longed to tell Chris, as she had never kept anything from him before. But she knew that revealing her secret while he was in another country might be disastrous. She couldn’t predict how he would react.
In the beginning, the burden was particularly heavy. Just a few weeks after he left, she nearly told him everything. However, at the last moment, she decided to keep her secret, and from that point on, she resolved to conceal the truth from him no matter what.